December 2010
2010
Was I have to say a good year for me. It was the year where I KNEW I was proud of myself and who I am. It was the year that I constantly stayed busy haha. With work and school and plays. It was the year when I got a 2nd job. Never thought I’d have 2 jobs in high school that’s for sure. It was the year where I finally said goodbye to him. I had to do, and to be honest I don’t miss...
Cody
Cody Cody Cody.
Oh god, just saying his name in my head makes me smile.
He’s amazing<3
Tonight was amazingg<333
Oh my god...
My friend legit almost got raped. Like….that is so scary. I’m so happy he got out of there before anything else could happen. He’s home now thanks god. But honestly I’d rather him be here than there because his parents kicked him out before and I feel he’d be more safe here than anywhere else. God I hope he’s okay. I’m waiting for his text. Please, just...
He kind of amazing.
Haha i haven’t really felt this happy in a long, LONG time.
He makes me smile a lot. And I mean a lot. God I can’t wait to see him on Tuesday!
everyone is talking about the new login page..
watchmelove:
and i’m just sitting here like:
you guys sign out?
Smile by Ely Thorel
You are the 1st thing that’s on my mind, in the morning yeah it’s true.
I can’t even find, even guide, even hide,
How I feel for you.
Your my macoroni to my cheese,
I can’t help it if I wanna squeeze,
You in my arms all next to me (oh yeah it’s true)
You make me wanna fall in love,
Your the only one I’m dreaming of,
When I don’t dream, I just think of ya...
I kinda can't get over
How fucking cute he is hahah.
Maybe this is what I needed.
loup---garou-deactivated2012021 asked: Good luck ;-)
I met a guy today
Hopefully I don’t fuck this up.
i poured my fucking heart to you and you reply...
1kidmanydreams:
bitch, i hope you get hit by a bus so i can be like..”oh” “lol”
i poured my fucking heart to you and you reply...
1kidmanydreams:
bitch, i hope you get hit by a bus so i can be like..”oh” “lol”
I want to meet someone who is afraid to lose me.
All i wanted for christmas
is for someone to hold me and tell me it’s okay…
Guess santa doesn’t always come through sometimes…
I dont know whats wrong with me.
Christmas
Is not Christmas this year for me. No excitment. No joy. No nothing. I already know I probably won’t get anything from my parents because lady gaga was my birthday present AND Christmas. Which I’m okay with because it was totally worth it for me. But still, I’m usually in a jolly, Christmas spirit mood by now and I’m really not. All these depressions that hit me lately with...
It doesn't feel like Christmas yet...
fuckinturtle:
Usually there is a sense of anxiety before the big day comes here, or an excitement. But this year is different. I just feel indifferent to the whole thing. Like it doesn’t matter if it comes or not. Most years I can’t wait to go open presents and see all the things I got. I can’t feel that way this year… I’m not going to get what I really want, and that may sound selfish, but why...
Taking away the old will not always get you the new…
What happened yesterday.
Gave me some hope for us
=D
Dancing away my depression
Past couple days have been hard.
My grandfather’s 3rd year anniversary of his death was Wednesday and it’s taken a toll on me. And one of my co-workers from hollister passed away this week. I went to the wake today and I was overwelmed. Overwelmed with all of the love Tony had. There were so many people there for him it made me happy. Even though me and him weren’t that close I still knew him. He was only 18. So...
It's always simpler to say it's okay than for it...
It was only one day
But I missed Aaron Palmer in school=(
Thank god he’s coming back tomarrow
I like questions, ask me anything....ANYTHINGGG →
Opening night was...
AMAZING!!!
I’m SOO proud of everyone. Everyone did an amazing job!!
I can’t beileve we were sold out opening night too!
Ahhhh! I wanna do this show forever!
Erase and Rewind
I don’t wanna feel like this, I don’t want to, I don’t want to, I don’t wanna freak you out, But I, Think I might of said to much, Didn’t meen to, didn’t mean to, Think I might of said it’s you, and I. (Chorus) Guess I should leave this behind, Guess I should erase and rewind, Somehow I can’t seem to stay away, I don’t wanna sound desperate,...
All english is to me nowadays is tumblr.
tumblr. tumblr. tumblr.
I just need...
A place where I can go away for a few hours or even a day and forget about everything.
Yeah, I have the show and when I hangout with the guys I only have fun but I want to escape.
Because I am honestly done with all these horrible relationships and these crushes I know are more than crushes and I know they won’t happen. I need to be…loved.
That’s alot I’m asking for,...
I have to remind myself that I'm worth.
God I’m such a depressed little fucker.
Sometimes i wonder.
I wonder if someone new is going to come in my life.
someone cute.
someone who cares about me.
someone who i see myself with.
because lately…
i get into those deep depressions.
and i wish there was someone there that i could count on.
but there’s not.
and im afraid there will never be.
I love performing and all...
but i want to just collapse to the floor right now
Preview was awesome... But why the FUCK am I still...
Story of my life →
Ashley Tisdale - Erase and Rewind
So I'm just giving up...
When we talked last night…I really just wanted to be there and talk so if you said something stupid I could just kiss you. But I wasn’t there. And the coversation lead me to just give up. I don’t want to but I will. He’s different from everyone else and that’s why I like him. But I don’t think it’ll work, just because of all the excuses he gave me last...